The drugs don't work

I've been having a hard time sleeping lately. I also noticed that I'm not eating as much as I used to.
Whenever I talk to my doctor, she's always asking that. "How are you sleeping? Eating?" ect ect...
I'm going to see her here in about 30 minutes and I'm going to get my anti-depressants changed over to something else. Maybe the Cilexa isn't working for me. I owe it to Gretchen to at least try something different, and maybe, just maybe it will help me with this funk I'm in.

The longer this goes on, the more I'm convinced that I want to throw it all away.

I pray the drugs work...